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Thursday 29 October 2009

主角vs路人

Posted by at 01:02:00
间说它永远都是胜利的一方
没有任何一样东西能够逃出它的掌控


时间说它永远都是无情的
不会为任何人稍微停下脚步


最后
有人哭了
有人犹豫了
有人后悔了
有人缅怀着
有人试图挽留着
有人接受着
有人痛苦着


它不曾对你们感到抱歉
它也不曾祈求你们对它感到怜惜


我在假装潇洒着
当自己吐出那番话后
才发觉自己根本没资格去做评论
毕竟
我不是故事的主角
我只是其中一位路人


当然
路人的角色总是平凡的
然而
电影里总需要路人来衬托
故事才会完美


但是
这一段故事
没有人知道结局
主角正在为自己排演着
虽然
她,早已心中有数
但是
他,始终不肯接受


怎么样?
难道这都是时间的错吗?

Saturday 24 October 2009

human against fate

Posted by at 18:42:00
sometimes
i will ask myself many foolish questions
then continue to think about that
although there is no answer at all


am i wasting my time to do such ridiculous thing?
maybe?absolutely?or nothing?


i cant deny that i really hesitate about this question
One day,a best friend asked me a question
that made me feel that human really cant fight against fate


Yang Yu,imagine that 1 day when u become a lawyer,will you commit bribery
if 
someone extorts you?
AND
they use your family members as the hostage?


my answer is totally contradict with what am i doing now
what can i do if such tragedy really happen to me?
i don't know
but i clearly understand that i will definitely protect my family members
without any hesitation
no matter whats the consequences that will happen to me
is it a big joke?
it is too satirical for a law student to express such words


after watching "Law Abiding Citizen"

my suspicious thought keep growing on my mind
i wondered why there are so many complicated problems happen around us
maybe the outside world really full of darkness?
or
should i keep thinking that this is a world full of love and happiness?
i am not a greedy people
let it be fair ok?
50 vs 50 is enough for me already...


but...about that question...
i am sure that most of the people will be distracted by this question
same with ME as well


** i m crapping again**

Friday 23 October 2009

归属感

Posted by at 13:56:00
该是比较空闲的缘故吧
我多了很多时间来发觉一些平时会被忽略掉的事情
随手按了一下
我又找到了一些东西
那是我的归属感


虽然他们也在改变着
或许有些人在这路途上走得不太顺心
一路跌跌撞撞
每个人都必须欣然接受这一切
我们没有嘲笑
我们没有鄙视
我们有的是
互相鼓励的举动


走到这一步
这就是我们维持联系的方法
这不是虚伪
这是我们最真实的感受
突然发觉我们都在依赖着
但是
这个依赖已在无声无息形成了我们的必须品


你们的改变
让我看到了自己的怠慢
我还是那个我吗?
抑或是我太擅长于自我安慰?


没什么
我还是很想笑
我还是只能纸上谈兵
了解的人始终会了解
不了解的人就会觉得我在郁闷着


其实
我正在心里默默鼓掌着
也在为自己和大家打气

Monday 19 October 2009

果断啊~

Posted by at 23:07:00
新的Sem终于过了一个星期咯,成绩也终于公布了!嗯,还好还好,虽然也早已料到成绩会是如此,甚至我也应该要很庆幸自己还能够拿到这样的成绩,毕竟江沙的朋友们都说我是来马六甲玩的,不像是来读书的,哈哈。。。不错不错!整体来说,满足,ok!


上个星期,我的确过得超级闷,上完课就回宿舍去追戏,追累了就睡觉,实在是有够闷!还好老爸老妈都非常爱我,他们两老一直轮流打电话来陪我聊天,不然我看我迟早会自己对着宿舍的墙壁讲话啊!


这个星期,全新的星期~
旧的结束,新的开始~


由于昨晚我没有睡好
所以今早的critical thinking class也是blurrrr着过的
十点钟,上完课后就飞回家去继续睡觉
一睡就是睡到中午一点
爬起来开电脑
yuki说她很闷
我也很闷
我们两个都觉得很闷
又无所事事
所以我就很冲动地问:“wan go out?
yuki:"jom lo.go where?"


Then,我们就在最短的时间内决定租车下town去走走
后来就叫嘉敏一块儿下town去
哈哈。。。


话说回我们租回来的kancil仔实在有点搞笑
当yuki驾来ep换给我驾的时候
她就说这辆kancil的stereng有够硬的
结果。。。
哇!真的几硬下的咯,想转个圈都难啊!
然后我们就开始紧张了
因为kancil的油针是掉到底线去了
我们连冷气都不敢开
赶快驾去添油
今天
我才发现
原来kancil真的可以添RM5的油就够的哦!


去red island接了嘉敏后
我们就浩浩荡荡地出发了
凭着我略懂去town的路线
再加上yuki的略懂从town回来的路线
再加上嘉敏的印象
我们总算平安抵达town,最后也平安抵达宿舍


到了Town
逼戚的事情发生了
我们在mp的停车场不懂转了多少圈
兜了多少弯
浪费了多少汽油
还驾到我流汗
都找不到parking的位子
结果我们三个在车上一直碎碎念
一直说为什么星期一都那么多人
那些人都不用上课做工的是吗?
找个parking位竟然是如此的难
终于
几经困难
原以为有辆车要出了
酱子我们就找到位子了
谁知竟然杀出一个程咬金
来了一辆kelisa过来跟我抢位子哦
那位驾kelisa的美女很不对咯
明明是我们看到先的
她竟然霸王硬上攻,不爽啊。。。
不过不用紧咯,我最终还是没有跟她斗,让她咯
后来黄天不负苦心人
才转个弯就让我们找到位子了
结果
我们parking的速度比那位kelisa美女快叻
至少我们比她快下车
走得比她快
哈哈哈~


后来我们三个跑去吃传说中非常好吃的千层糕
嗯。。。
不懂是不是我们三个的口味有问题啦
我们确实不觉得怎么样
而且价钱还不便宜咯
不过不用紧咯
当作买个经验
至少我们还是成功吃到了传说中很好吃的千层糕咯


yuki~haha...

2 beauties,yuki n jia min


relaxing~

enjoying the comfortable sofa~

banana chocolate and blueberryyyy

apple and orange juice~

3 of us r busying with photos taking~


接下来
我们三个在dp无所事事地乱逛了整个下午
其实还相当好玩的
这一次
我们总算毫无拘束
无需顾虑时间
慢慢地走遍整间dp
后来就走到古迹去
正当我们还在考虑要不要去爬马六甲山的时候
我们在古堡前看到了一个情景


那个场面看似吵架
而且画面相当戏剧性
所以我们还以为那边有人在拍戏
就跑去凑下热闹酱咯
哪里知道原来那并不是演戏
而是市政局的官员过来赶+充公那些小贩的摊位
小贩和官员争得面红耳赤
最后那位小贩还跌跪在地上
脸上的表情尽显哀求&无奈
但是,他的货品始终还是被拿走了
我不明白
究竟这种情景有什么值得留念的
我竟然看到有人拿起相机&video camera录下整个风波的过程
对于那位小贩的情况
我只能说
搵食艰难


晚餐
我们决定在新天地那里解决
order的set还相当划算的
怎样都比下午的千层糕便宜咯


chicken chop set,yummy~

吃饱后,我们整个人就是

彻底地累了
钱包也快要榨干了
哈哈~
不过无所谓
就让我们疯吧!


今天,我们三个发现
原来马六甲的天很快就会变黑
从dp走出操场的时候才傍晚七点多罢了
但是天色已相当暗了
yuki说驾车时要记得开车灯
但是到最后我还是忘记了
走了一条马路才发觉自己是没有on车灯的
哈哈。。。


无论如何
今天
我们三个都很疯
虽然双脚累到不行
但是还是很开心
哈哈哈。。。


其实,马六甲的路不难走的咯
乱乱走走下还是会回到家的咯
嘻嘻^_^





Saturday 17 October 2009

自讨苦吃

Posted by at 02:08:00
我看见
有人在自讨苦吃




则在旁边
偷偷地笑


但是
我的心
是酸的


或许
她说得对
是时候体验一下这种感觉了


毕竟
我们正在成长着


朋友
我知道你的心不好受
但是


自讨苦吃


还是我们脱离不了的必经之路


是不是?

Wednesday 14 October 2009

我,没有资格。你,没有资格

Posted by at 01:47:00
直以来
我始终相信
快乐是自找的
世界上的每一样东西
都不是垂手得来的
这一切
都视乎我们自己如何去抉择


为何有人要选择把自己逼向死胡同?
我不明白~


我无法强迫他们去接受我的想法
但是我也不想看到他们选择这样的道路



不该属于那个世界
但是
你无从选择
因为
你不够资格
而你
似乎也从未试过为自己突破过
所以
不要怨天忧地
那是你必须付出的代价


是的
我知道你非常
恨不得
甚至是至死不渝
都要离开那里
但是
请你不要异想天开
做人还是脚踏实地比较好


那个她
早就不在你身边了
那个她
也不该属于你
你问我
该如何?
我知道你在期待我安慰你
甚至是支持你
但是
请你原谅我
拐弯抹角的话我不会说
我只能残忍地告诉你事实


自己认真想想
你真的愿意当那个傻瓜吗?


唠叨的话太多了
我不想当老太婆
毕竟我不是你的谁
而且我的辈份也不够资格


怎样做人
应该是你教我
不是我教你
对吗?



Tuesday 13 October 2009

that's all

Posted by at 00:45:00

oh ya...today i ald started my second sem in MMU AGAIN
but i still have no any enthusiasm or spirit for this coming days
still remain in my holiday mood
still miss my home~
havent play enough yet
havent chit-chat with family and friends enough yet
although i was the most talkative 1 in my home
but i din treasure well the time to talk at home
because of the indulgence in watching drama for whole week
so that i had ignored the time to talk at home,hahaha~

new sem,new begining...
we should cheerful and be semangat to usher new things...
but...
our school seems like lifeless now
suddenly,mmu becomes a super spacious area with only occupied by FOUNDATION student
my hostel cant considered as the worst if compare with others
at least i still got 2 housemates accompany me at home
but it also seems like unusual without the noise of my lovely housemates!
miss them for 2 weeks!!!

1st day of second sem...
really aimlessly for whole day!
watched movie and on9 again after finished the class
continued to watch my horror movie
however...all of these horror movies really made me dissapointed
i watched that korean horror movie-"the host"until tertidur pula
then the japan horror movie-"ju-on"made me speechless after watching it
dunno wat is it wanna express for the whole movie
aren't merely a paled-face GHOST come out to scare plp?
mayb i have no right to criticize the movie
but i really cant bear the lameness of all that things
am i too greedy or picky infact?

 now,i try and wanna believe that
tomorrow will be a good day and begining again!




cheer up and go ahead

hit for target in this coming sem

throw away laziness and work hard la~~~

**end of crapping**



Sunday 11 October 2009

black to brown

Posted by at 01:41:00
my head is very smelly now
beh tahan...
how come will like that?


because i had dyed my hair!!!
hahaha~
i had dyed my hair into brown color!
and the sifu who dyed my hair are my sister and mom!
swt...my sister just wanna play play only
she was very enjoying when doing "experiment"on my hair
omg...so i just let my mom to continue the"job"
in order to prevent my hair being ruined by my sister
hahaha~



yeah!preparing to self-hair dying


.
my mom cant tahan my sister's technique la..


fortunately
i am safe
my hair also safe
thank god...


however
i need to bear the smell of my head for ???days...
suffering~
tak boleh tahan~


but i din regret to dye my hair la...
haha~

Saturday 10 October 2009

happy moments with them~

Posted by at 18:45:00
yesterday...
hanged out with tanning,ji xuan,andy and baby
handsome andy was the driver who fetched us around here and there
went to kampar and ate our breakfast
kampar's food really very delicious
especially the porridge really super yummy
suddenly feel envy to my utar's friends
because they got many choices of eating at there
however,they also feel jealous for my contented life at malacca
erm...its ok
life is like a parallel line
we all stand at a parallel line
but we cannot force ourself to stride over the line
so...always be contented to our life now,ok?



black shirts gang


handsome andy


baby






finally i managed to sneak on utar


yip


ji xuan very shy...


then,went to jusco to watch a movie
andy called his friends,wai hong and william came out also
ho~our world really very small
wai hong and william were winnie's former school's friends
and i also found out that recently got many coincidence matters happen around my surrounding
make me strongly feel that this is not a big big world
it is a small small world infact
hahaha~


we watched a movie named "sorority row"
erm...actually we were attracted by the beauties of the poster
then,we decided to watch this movie 
this movie also quite nice~

began with a joke that finally came a continuous bloody murder
yeah~my cup of tea!a thrilling movie...
after movie,we ate mcd at jusco
due to our greediness
i and tanning had ordered the mcd set which got a cola cup as free gift
but that was a deluxe set
as a result,we found out that we cant finish the foods!
hahaha~that mcd set made me very full until i think that i will no longer to eat mcd recently...


then,we went to ipoh parade
haha~our journey really laughable
none of us knew well the way to go ipoh parade
so,andy just drove randomly around there
then,we just depended on our vague memories to reach ipoh parade
very funny la especially when our car circled round over the roundabout to decide which way we should go
finally,we reached ipoh parade!
nothing special at there...just walked aimlessly at there


on the way coming back to kk
the traffic was damnly jam
talked crap in the car to kill time while waiting the car to move
however...i had a great time with my dearest friends
i do appreciate the moments with them
start to miss them all after going back to malacca again~


you colored my life

loser or winner?

Posted by at 10:42:00
乎意料的
竟然会来到这样的地步


今天
结果就要出炉了
谁去谁留?
虽然那个答案最终还是会带来伤害
但是谁也无法阻止那件事情的发生


我想
无论答案如何
受伤的还是他们自己
我们
除了是观众
还算是什么?


你们的赢家
我们不稀罕


我们要的
不是这样的结果


in the end of the day
loser or winner
doesn't mean anything

Thursday 8 October 2009

CHANGE YOURSELF,NOT THE WORLD

Posted by at 17:15:00
追了四天
我终于把《烈火雄心3》追完了
接下来
我要看一些电影
哈哈!当然是我最爱的恐怖片!
耶!
有《the host异种》,《女高怪谈5》&《咒怨:白老妇》
慢慢看。。。
看完戏后才看我的书


话说回《烈火雄心3》这套戏
整体上不算精彩
毕竟没有太多救火的场面
感觉上故事就一直周旋在女主角和两个男主角的感情问题
hrrrmmmm...
复杂的三角恋
看到有点显
不过咧
这套戏一直在强调着一个价值观
那就是


做人不可以固执
要学会放开
得到的才会更多
不然就会像牛哥酱
最终伤害了自己~


或许
你越不在意的事情
有一天
会很突然的出现在你眼前


面对无法改变的事实
只有坦然地改变自己的心境
那么自己也会变得快乐


改变自己,而不是世界


Wednesday 7 October 2009

最后还是笑了

Posted by at 18:52:00
最后
我微笑了


很彻底了吧!
deleting...


现在
我好想大笑
来为那个脱离苦难的愚者庆祝




颓废ing...

Posted by at 18:09:00
今天
终于是我回到hometown后天气好好的一天了
没有下雨
没有阴天
艳阳高照
总之就是好天气啊!


前几天
我家都一直下雨
所以就只能呆在家里看戏上网
看完戏后还是看戏
哈哈~终于让我重返追戏的疯狂了!
虽然老爸给了我很多关于accounting的书
好让我能趁着这一星期的假期来了解一下basic
但是
那堆书
至今还很整齐地摆在我桌子上
哈哈~我真是不求上进的年轻人啊!

烈火雄心3 ing...

难道我认为我真的能够看完这些account书?


没有下雨
代表着我老爸可以回去做工了
老爸的工作还是要看天的脸色啊
下大雨的话就不用做咯
难怪老爸最近看起来有点发福了
不用像之前那样晒得黑黑的


老爸去做工了
代表着我可以很自由地出入家里了
因为老妈比较放纵我
可以任由我驾车出去玩到迟迟都无所谓
相反的
老爸始终把我当成养不大的小女孩
驾夜车,不能。爸:女孩子晚上驾车很危险~
驾摩托,可以。爸:去哪里?不用酱麻烦啦,我载你去~
出去喝茶,可以。爸:喝到几点?我载你~
到最后,我也无味了。。。
不过不用紧,我蛮享受这种被老爸保护的感觉
就好象天塌下来都有老爸帮我遮风挡雨
自己永远都是幸福的那一个
所以,在最近这几天,我都一直宅在家里。。。
原因:那场从早下到晚的大雨+老爸的保护


昨天,雯姐和丹灵跑来我就找我去吃冰
由于我在楼上看戏看到把全世界都遗忘了
所以连她们已经到我家了也不知道
后来我们三个驾着摩托走小路去吃冰
哈哈~还是ah piah的冰最好吃!
去着ah piah的时候
我发觉很多地方都已经彻底地改变了
很多屋子已被铲倒了
取而代之的是一片黄澄澄的大地
连我小学时补习老师的家也不见了
全都变了~
几年后,这块地就要变成传说中的火车路咯!


吃完冰后
跑回我家继续谈天
我们三个八的就这样一边上网一边gossip酱咯
看一些好笑的照片
然后在我房间里大笑
雯姐说她每次来我家房间都是为了熬夜而来的
所以看到我家房间会有点fobia
aiya~回想以前在房间里绑gadjet的岁月还真像发了一场噩梦啊!
在床上绑,然后听电台的鬼故事,然后睡觉,然后继续绑
绑得没完没了,恐怖~


我们三个躺在床上一直聊到天色渐黑才散场
女生永远都是有聊不完的话题
觉得时间过得有点快咯!
今天跑回学校玩
吃了我们久违的肉碎面
虽然起价了,不过味道还是不错吃
然后趁着下课时间找雯姐他们哈拉了一下下
过后他们就要继续上课咯
剩下我,丹灵和吉璇三个无所事事
后来干脆跑去andy家玩
继续讨论那个没完没了的马六甲之旅
希望真的能够和他们在马六甲疯狂一次
希望我们的计划能够成功进行啦~
虽然期待着
但是我却毫无头绪
哎呀~不要管啦!


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